1. |
Wide Open
02:55
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Laying in bed again
Feeling like shit
Zoning out into oblivion
And yes..
Of course I know
Staring at a wall won’t bring you back
Audry asks if I want to walk and get a snack
Now I
Put myself
Back together
Picking up the pieces
Is easier with you
And I
Had a dream the other night
You were in it
It was just another fight
I keep looking for that sacred calling
Let’s call it my purpose
I catch myself asking
But “what’s the point?”
Without you
Hey wait just a second
Weren’t we always
Gonna end up alone?
Now I
Put myself
Back together
Picking up the pieces
Is easier with you
And I
Never felt more myself
I just had to break my heart
Wide open
I never needed you
Just the reminder
I’m all I needed
I am my home
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2. |
2.2.22
03:02
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I’m gonna let my light shine
Like a stupid little kid’s song
And I can see it now
I’ve been doing this all wrong
I don’t want to let my life
Keep on passing me by
Because I wanna shine
I’m gonna shine
Two two twenty two
What the fuck am I gonna do
Two two twenty two
Thank god I found you
I’m gonna let my light shine
Like a stupid little kid’s song
And I can see it now
I’ve been doing this all wrong
I’ve been blocking it out
Swallowed in self doubt
I keep the curtains drawn
Maybe what I needed all along
Was you
I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do
But I keep on coming back to you
Two two twenty two
What the fuck am I gonna do
Two two twenty two
Thank god I found you
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3. |
Appetite
04:06
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I’m not hungry like I was before
Guess I must not want it anymore
And I’m not angry like I was before
No more pain only love coming through my door
And am I losing my lust?
Well can you help me fill my cup
I’ll drink it all for you
But only if you want me to
You can want it so bad
But it’s never enough
You can want it so bad
You can want it so bad
But it’s never enough
You can want it so so so so bad
And I used to think I had it all
It’s crazy what the mind can do
But I finally took the blinders off
Now I really can see you for you
And I wish I could wish you well
But I don’t think that you would know what to do
It’s gonna take a life of hell
To see the world doesn’t revolve around you
And I used to want it so bad
But it was never enough
And I wanted it so bad
And I used to want it so bad
But it was never enough
And I wanted it so so so so bad
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4. |
Thank You Paula Cole
02:24
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You want to want to want me
And I’d hate to need you
You’ll think yourself to death
And talk yourself to sleep
And I’ll stay awake
It’s not so easy for me
Close my eyes and breathe in deep
While counting both our sheep
Whatever it takes to please you
Whatever it takes to survive
This life’s a wide open road
And I’m along for the ride
I wanna be a cat in your lap
I wanna be a dog in a puddle of mud
Roll around and smell the air
I guess sometimes life just isn’t fair
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5. |
Holy Matrimony
02:11
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I can’t believe
I’m writing a song about
You getting engaged
Let’s skip to the part
Where you decided
You wanted to
Throw it away
She got what I wanted
But I got what I needed
Now you’re like a stray dog
Locked in its cage
And all I want in the world
Is for everyone to feel the
Love in their perfect hearts
Before time slips away
Like it does with every passing day
Look around for the feeling
Wondering how it got way over there
And one more time with feeling
(And one more day into healing)
No more days spent pretending you care
I’m growing into the skin of my next self
And it seems like all you know is change
I’m a different person than I was before
And I don’t even know who you are anymore
And I’m done
I’m done crying for
No more
No more crying for you
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6. |
Thick Head
03:45
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Over five years shared
You can’t erase history
And it’s sad to see
What you think of me
We spent so much time
It could be easy
But now it’s clear to see
You’ve made me your enemy
And you used to ask
If we could be friends
But one message and I
See the dead end
There’s no getting through
To that thick of a head
And I’ll make it clear to see
That this is a breakup song
And I’ll try not to convince myself
I did anything wrong
We were both trying our best
And our love was the test
We were doomed along
Doomed along
And you used to ask
If we could be friends
But one message and I
See the dead end
There’s no getting through
To that thick of a head
And remember the time
You did those shrooms
Yeah you called me out of your mind
And the days you spent
Crying so hard when you got off your meds
And i’d ask you what’s wrong
And i’d hold you in bed
So scared to think that someday
You would be gone
It was never about
Getting you back
I just wish you didn’t
Hate me like that
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7. |
Break
02:12
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I’m on the edge
And I’m about to
Break into a new way of
Thinking about this
Same old life
It’s funny to complain
When you’re not willing to change
If something’s
Gonna give
Then something has to break
And I’m one step closer
To the new perfect life
That doesn’t
Exist with you in sight
The planes boarding
Don’t miss your flight
And you’re always trying to be somebody
And I just want to love my body
You say you’re here for a good time
But all you’re doing is wasting mine
And I’m sick and tired
Of feeling like shit
If you wanna move on
You can forgive
(But you won’t forget)
So I’ll look for prosperity
In society
So I can
Truly be happy
That’s all I really need
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8. |
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I don’t wanna let you go
Please don’t make us let go
Why are you forcing yourself
To live alone in your head
We don’t have to let go
Stop making excuses
I love you come on
Stop pushing me away
I only want you
Let me love you
Fill the void in my heart
Please just stay by my side
I don’t wanna let you go
Please don’t make us let go
Why are you forcing yourself
To live alone in your head
We don’t have to let go
I love you and you love me
Why can’t we just be
Why can’t we just be
I like you and you like me
Why can’t we just be
Why can’t we just be
I thought at the end of the day
You’d come home to me
Be alone with me
I trust you and you’re not sorry
I don’t wanna let you go
Please don’t make us let go
Why are you forcing yourself
To live alone in your head
We don’t have to let go
We don’t have to let go
We don’t have to let go
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9. |
Warm Glow
03:08
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I hope you learn
How to treat somebody
I had to learn
How to treat somebody
Do you know
What it’s like to be loved by you
I don’t think you know
I don’t think you do
It’s kind of like waking up slow
And seeing the first sign of snow
That’s how I know
You’ve got that warm glow
It’s weird to think I didn’t know
Who you were or where you’d go
And I was trying to make it work
But I kept on coming up short
I don’t wanna claim any energy
And I don’t wanna fuck with your family
And I don’t know how you became my enemy
But if you know me you’ll always have a friend in me
So do you know
What it’s like to be loved by you
I don’t think you know
But I hope you do
It’s like a warm hand on your back
A kiss out of nowhere
And the first
One to speak up when the
Conversation starts to fall flat on its face
And I look in your eyes
And I know I’m in the right place
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10. |
Dead Bug
02:15
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There’s a dead bug staring at me
You know the one in the corner
And it’s got me thinking thank god
To have you sitting next to me
And the big yellow moon is shining
Through our window
Maybe it’s saying we’ll get our big break
Soon
But my lips are chapped
And my hair is wet
And we’ve gotta take the trash out
And I’ve always been afraid to really try
There’s a dead bug staring at me
You know the one in the corner
By the TV
And I’m thinking thank god you crushed on me
And the stars are bright
They’re shining on my face
I feel it in my chest
Now I know there’s no escaping your fate
Like the dead bug staring at me
You know the one in the corner
By the TV
And what a life thank god you’re next to me
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11. |
Hey Green
03:05
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Hey Green do you wanna go for a walk
It could be really fun
I know it’s cold and you don’t wear clothes
But you’ve got your warm coat
And hey Green maybe today we can
Take the long way home
And if you feel the need I won’t stop you
From digging a really big hole
And this life feels like it’s passing through
My fingers like grains of sand
And I don’t wanna miss a second of it
So I’ll spend it with you
And hey Green I know it’s not fair
That you won’t live as long as me
That’ll be such a sad sad day
But let’s keep it light
Because you’re never
Gonna die
Never gonna die
That’s right I’ll sing to you
In the sky
And I know you’ll be
By my side
And hey Green maybe we’ll get lucky
And live a long long life
Maybe buy a house with a big lawn
And lay in the grass all day
I’ll think of you every time
I go outside
You’re the best dog
In the world
And I’ll love you forever or more
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12. |
Capricorn Lament
01:40
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To think I ever felt pity for you
When everything you do is for you
I wrote a list a traits I like
Now you’ll never be my type
(Never be my type)
(Never be my type)
And we will never fuck again
I don’t think we can even be friends
You broke my heart and walked away
And now my dog forgets your first name
You said you needed some time
Knew that someday I’d be fine
You chose your fate
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13. |
Hunter Mountain
02:30
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We both thought
We were gonna die
Driving down the mountain last night
And you were in so much pain
But so was I it was driving me insane
The ice poured down
And I gripped the wheel
White knuckles and panic
With wide eyes
But we made it down
Yeah we survived
Maybe god heard us cursing the sky
And you had your walls up
And I can’t blame you for that
But don’t put me in the same box
As your deadbeat dad
And I’ll say I love you even when you make me sad
You’re my best friend
And I’ll always have your back
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